months of mute

hehehehe..

da berbulan x mengupdate blog..npe ye?
sbb xde mood kot..

end

get out of our life~~

i dont know how can i start writing bout this situation..hate to imagine it.what is the definition of marriage in ur eyes or smart brain?for me,what i feel deep in my heart,marriage should be something that we share with our spouse.everything..there's no place to hide anything from ur spouse.marriage is about love between 2 persons that 'volunteer' to spend their life together.marriage is a bond between to loving couple.the bond that they will keep it together their till last breathe.

YES!!i know n understad that marriage is not a simple thing to do..it's involve your entire life with one person.

but what if,in the middle of marriage or after 33 years marriage,the LOVE is GONE?

so,then,there's no need of marriage or love in this world.how can it easily fades away?

woman when they are in love,they'll love the man wholeheartedly.and i'm sure man will do the same..

for me,communication is an important thing u must always do in marriage..without communication,there's no link between 2 hearts.then,how can u understand each other if u didnt talk?

after more than 30 years,can u imagine,the man that is ur legal husband,said to your kids that,he not loves u anymore?what do u feel?for me,even i'm not that woman,i just feel like,a very sharp knife,stabbing into my heart.n i will no longer live in this world.

n yet,woman..has very soft heart that u will nvr imagine in ur life.but not me,only her had that kind of heart.she gave him choices.leave her n take that woman that u just fall in love with,or stay with her n leave that woman u love.unfortunately,he chose this kindhearted woman.

still,that man said to his kids,he regretted leaving the woman he loves..till today,FEBRUARY 18TH,his heart is beating n every beat i bet is dedicated to that woman.u dont know how much i wanted to kill him with my own hands??i cant do it.he will forever be the one called PAPA for us.

every day i pray n seek from ALLAH,let go of my mom's burden..forgive her if she ever made abig mistake n replace it for me.but,the time do not come yet..i will patiently wait for it..

very touching lyric by taylor swift

Your little hand's wrapped around my finger

And it's so quiet in the world tonight

Your little eyelids flutter cause you're dreaming

So I tuck you in, turn on your favorite night light

To you everything's funny, you got nothing to regret

I'd give all I have, honey

If you could stay like that

Oh darling, don't you ever grow up

Don't you ever grow up, just stay this little

Oh darling, don't you ever grow up

Don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple

I won't let nobody hurt you, won't let no one break your heart

And no one will desert you

Just try to never grow up, never grow up

You're in the car on the way to the movies

And you're mortified your mom's dropping you off

At 14 there's just so much you can't do

And you can't wait to move out someday and call your own shots

But don't make her drop you off around the block

Remember that she's getting older too

And don't lose the way that you dance around in your PJ's getting ready for school

Oh darling, don't you ever grow up

Don't you ever grow up, just stay this little

Oh darling, don't you ever grow up

Don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple

No one's ever burned you, nothing's ever left you scarred

And even though you want to, just try to never grow up

Take pictures in your mind of your childhood room

Memorize what it sounded like when your dad gets home

Remember the footsteps, remember the words said

And all your little brother's favorite songs

I just realized everything I have is someday gonna be gone

So here I am in my new apartment

In a big city, they just dropped me off

It's so much colder that I thought it would be

So I tuck myself in and turn my night light on

Wish I'd never grown up

I wish I'd never grown up

Oh I don't wanna grow up, wish I'd never grown up

I could still be little

Oh I don't wanna grow up, wish I'd never grown up

It could still be simple

Oh darling, don't you ever grow up

Don't you ever grow up, just stay this little

Oh darling, don't you ever grow up

Don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple

Won't let nobody hurt you

Won't let no one break your heart

And even though you want to, please try to never grow up

Oh, don't you ever grow up

Oh, never grow up, just never grow up

song title: never grow up

i miss my mom so much~~no one can ever replace her in my entire life..

mama!aten sayang mama..

i wish i'll always be ur litle daughter FOREVER..

her strength makes me strong..

i stopped breaking your heart since THAT DAY~~

i hope i'll never break ur lil heart..

we''ll go on this life together!!

I LOVE YOU MAMA!!

funny side of JYJ

It all began with a simple tweet
(Jaejoong) Tonight, I will focus on composing! Hwaiting~

This is when things start to get a little funky
(Jaejoong) @0101xiahtic Junsu, you use a mac at home, right~? Do you happen to have the mac os x CD? The grey CD that you get when you first buy your computer~
(Junsu) That CD.. ? I'll look for it~ Hyung, you must be composing right now~lol I made the finishing touches on all of mine in Shanghai^^ hahaha
(Jaejoong) @0101xiahtic Oh, I see ㅠ I'm writing lyrics right now, but I have so much to say that it's getting tangled up and complicated ㅠ
(Junsu) Lyrics.. Hmm Have you made the melody..? It looked like a lot of melodies could be created from what you had..

Yoochun butts in here
(Yoochun) @mjjeje I have it~Or did I throw it away?? Hm~~
(Jaejoong) @6002theMicky Yoochun, I need thatㅠ I'm supposed to do a LOGIC UPDATE but it's telling me I can't because I don't have the OS X version 10.7 ㅠ

(Junsu) Oh shoot, I'm just tweeting to everyone ...I'm supposed to click 'reply' before writing my tweet.. Dang

(Junsu) Huh, guys, can everyone still see what I tweet even if I click 'reply'? Then what am I supposed to do? when I want only the person who receives the tweet to see it.. Hm..
(Jaejoong) @0101xiahtic You can do that by sending a DM~ (direct message)
(Junsu) @mjjeje Jaejoong Hyung (he spelled it Jaejeung, spelling fail), like this? If I do this, can only you see it?

His cousin ends up stepping in to solve the issue X)
(@iamyenny8) @0101xiahtic If you want only the receiver to read what you have to say, you have to write it in a DM. Everyone can see what you write if you just click 'reply'
(Junsu) @iamyenny8 Thank you my Twitter teacher lol

But Junsu is still fail XD
(Junsu) @mjjeje Jaejoong Hyung (he spelled it Jaejeung, spelling fail again), like this? If I do this, can only you see it?
(Jaejoong) @0101xiahtic I don't think that's it, haha

Then Jaejoong has a spectacular technology fail himself:
(Jaejoong) /Users/jaejunggim/Desktop/JJ pohto/R0010277.JPG An interesting photo~ Goodnight~

Jaejoong then deleted the tweet, but we caught it! Hehehehe...

I LOVE LOVE LOVE these crazy guys. ^^

Credit: Tohosomnia

another craziness

hahahahaha..left only 2 days..then i'm gonna die with my stupidity of being a fangirl..

JYJ NEW ALBUM SHOWCASE LIVE IN KL!!!!hhahahaha..

VIP tix cost RM800 but it's ok..really worth it!!seeing n touch worldstar is everybody's dream..hahahaha

pabo yeoja!!

will be there on sunday oct 17th!!

really cant wait!!

JYJ new album showcase LIVE in KL

hihihi..krje gler ag.fangirling nye psl..ni la nahas nye.but it's ok..drp ak curious sal dorg,bek ak g..hihi..jom!!!join ak g showcase dorg!!

Super Junior confesses their thoughts on Kangin and Hankyung

The members of Super Junior made a recent appearance on MBC’s Chuseok special, “Radio Star Super Show,” and revealed their honest thoughts on the controversies surrounding Kangin andHankyung (Hangeng).

Super Junior stated, “When Kangin first became involved in an assault case, we thought that we needed to shield him and protect him. Kangin showed that he was sorry to us and really did reflect that on his actions, but we couldn’t help but feel a sense of betrayal when one month later, he became involved in another drunk driving accident.”

They went on to state, “But we believed that we are all one, so we tried to protect him as much as possible. They say that time is medicine, and as time passed, our feelings softened up as well.”

The members also confessed their feelings on fellow member Hankyung’s decision to terminate his contract with SM Entertainment.

“We still can’t get in contact with Hankyung. We were all very close with him but we are unable to contact him separately. We honestly felt disappointed when reports said that his life in Korea was difficult and that the Super Junior members didn’t take care of him.”

Leader Lee Teuk continued, “It would’ve been nice if he discussed his problems with the members first because we honestly had no idea. None of us ever thought that Hankyung would act like that.”

The members all agreed by stating, “We still miss Hankyung right now.”

Lee Teuk concluded, “We leave an empty space for Hankyung. My one dream is to stand on stage with all 13 of us and perform before I leave for the army. I hope for it to happen.”

Leeteuk still have some years left before the age limit (35) where Korean male citizens must serve a mandatory 2 years in the military. However, most celebrities tend to serve around the ages of 28-30, so they can still be relatively young and continue their careers when their tour of duty is over.

source:allkpop